why a trip always wil turn up like this??

may be i m over-expected that the trip will always very enjoying.. but why like this??

first, i was sick for the first day on the day for my job interview..omg..it's damn suffering + struggling... feel like wan to die but im still got over it and i believe that i performed it well lo...

secondly, spend excessively on telephone bill but end up i was staying at home... for thursday, saturday and sunday... really wat the hell.. i hate the most that i called everyone after i reach.. but no one called me to go out ... at least drink oso NONE of it.. sometiems.. i called but no one answer.. ithink may be i just too hard to close with is it??

i have got a lesson tat.. singaporean / malaysian who work in singapore are cruel... not friendly AT ALL... then may be im too useless so dun wan to go out with me...

it's fine.. i will be that kind of person too... i wont go out with u again until u beg me like begging ur parents.. then perhaps onli i would consider... im believe tat my life would end up onli.. work, sleep, shopping, study... NO MORE... anti social?? i dunno la... i will see how it goes later...

sorry for my recently emo... but im ok d... and my life still go happy, without u..

UPDATEs~

i got rejected from P&G, citi and BNY mellon...
but i got another 2 phone interviews too.. today!!...
so nothing will beat me down

thanks mentor, papa wife, jared, shawn and who are concern bout me...